I can’t balance school, work, this mock court trial team, a boyfriend, family, and friends. I basically gave up on friends, i don’t have enough time. I work all weekend, it’s exhausting.. I don’t know what I’m going to do. This week I have a biology test on Tuesday, and a chemistry test on Wednesday. I work all weekend, including Friday, and I work Monday night. It’s crazy, how am i supposed to get high grades in these classes? My English teach apparently doesn’t ever give higher than 85% and that’s for the really good students. If I get an 85% (which won’t happen) I have to maintain a 94% average in Chem and Bio, to get a 90% altogether. And now i work like 4 days before my first test! It’s so not fair! I know i won’t do well, there’s no way. I’m so frustrated, i guess i should be studying right now right? But I’m completely exhausted from talking on the phone with Jon. Oh well, Life is life, you got to fight for what you want out of it. Wish me luck..
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your roots grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms have fallen from the branches you’ll find that you are one tree and not two."